Struggling with my studies srsly...I think I shall give up...

But I'm pretty upset to give up a better prospect in life!

I wish to contribute more to the family but ended up wasting more time and $$

I felt really stupid, so stupid that I can't imagine...

I talk to mum about this..

Though mum is encouraging and she didn't scold me for giving up so easily but the more she says its okay the more I feel so disappointed and useless!

At work, I also perform badly..

I don't dare to tell anyone I can't cope with studies except from my family, can tell through my face..

Am I really a failure?

Can anyone teach me what to do with my life now?

Will I become an old penniless lonely lady in future?

I hope an angel will appear by my side soon..

What a tough decision to make!