Jul 6, 2007
Am i a loser?

I knew great people in this school, but I am just running away from the fact.

The fact that i could not turn back time anymore.

Why god wanna to make fun of me?

Or is this a challenge for me at this point of time.

I taught i could force myself to endure, but the truth is that it was impossible.

And I ended up in this state.


But i always believe "i am not the most unfortunate person in the world".

Optimistic phrase.

I really wanna to apologize to someone. Someone who cares about me during that camp.. You are a nice guy :-)

I encourage those people around me because I don't want them to be a loser like me.. haix -.-

I really lost to myself.

Such a disappointment!
Today, my mood was damn lousy.
I didn't perform very well in O'level Chinese oral.
But I believe i can do it.
Just like what Pei ling says "What you think, is what you will get"
I will never give up...
Because I know my friends and family pinned high hopes on me *:-)
加油!美薇 ~.~ !!!

I can feel the stress now. Everyday is a busy day.
How i hope someone can stay by my side every now and then, and lend me his/her shoulder when i feel like crying.
Someone who understand me and willing to study with me..
Perhaps someone who can clear all my doubts at studies!
I am day-dreaming again...
But... such a nice dream ;-P

Friday the 13Th is band symphonic concert.
I bought the ticket.
I also look forward to that day..
The day i stole the limelight :-o
my imagination turn wild again..

updated 06/07/2007 ?!
always mix up with 07/06/2007 (my birthday this year)