Jul 6, 2007
Am i a loser?

I knew great people in this school, but I am just running away from the fact.

The fact that i could not turn back time anymore.

Why god wanna to make fun of me?

Or is this a challenge for me at this point of time.

I taught i could force myself to endure, but the truth is that it was impossible.

And I ended up in this state.


But i always believe "i am not the most unfortunate person in the world".

Optimistic phrase.

I really wanna to apologize to someone. Someone who cares about me during that camp.. You are a nice guy :-)

I encourage those people around me because I don't want them to be a loser like me.. haix -.-

I really lost to myself.