May 19, 2013
Sigh it's so sian to talk about money..
Fuck sia...
I really donno how I save so much money in the past!
I really waste so much money on education...
Feeling upset
I really need to think of more ways to save money...
No more entertainment for me since all my friends are away in June!

Apr 25, 2013
A new climax in my life:

Struggling with my studies srsly...I think I shall give up...
But I'm pretty upset to give up a better prospect in life!
I wish to contribute more to the family but ended up wasting more time and $$
I felt really stupid, so stupid that I can't imagine...

I talk to mum about this..
Though mum is encouraging and she didn't scold me for giving up so easily but the more she says its okay the more I feel so disappointed and useless!

At work, I also perform badly..
I don't dare to tell anyone I can't cope with studies except from my family, can tell through my face..
Am I really a failure?

Can anyone teach me what to do with my life now?
Will I become an old penniless lonely lady in future?

I hope an angel will appear by my side soon..
What a tough decision to make!

Sep 5, 2012
Haiz, recently addicted to SBS drama "To the beautiful you"..
Though it's just a simple silly high school romance drama with really low ratings, I really enjoy watching it!
Maybe I don't have 童年 secondary school life sucks like hell :P
I really think that my previous life should be playboy or bad boy that's now I'm suffering~~
Nobody like me esp guys and they don't even approach me to talk in person..
Sometimes I really think, am I that bad or ugly that no one wanna talk to me :(
While watching this drama, the female character story sounds like my story...
Dislike by people in school...only difference is she's rich and I'm very poor!!
Haiz, I don't know how long more I'm staying in RWS..
I also when my fate will come..I really look forward to this day :D

Jun 26, 2012
I really hope he's single and not a gay! Haix,I'm dreaming again.. Thinking of things that will never happen :p 随缘吧!